There and Back Again
I'm so tired >_< Cursed me for staying up so late, despite knowing I'd have to get up early.
Sitting here in the train now, soon about halfway to my destination I'd say. You can notice the cold by the window frames being covered in ice.. on the inside.
I wish I could get some sleep now, but the plan is to stay up most of the night. And even if I did mean to sleep now, that would be pretty much impossible. With all these young children talking and playing.
Aaaah, sleep.
Things are going quite well, despite delays due to.. well, nothing special really. Just because they are incredibly bad at keeping a good level of service. Like earlier when two of the train's engines had shut down and a break was malfunctioning. All this despite the money it costs to travel by train nowadays.
At least I get to see my girl <3
Just writing this as a quite update, I'll probably be quiet for the next two weeks, due to my visit. So next time I see will probably be when I'm 18 years old. 18. A day I've longed for ages.
Lets see how it feels
Keeping on the Spree
The day before tomorrow.. dundundun
I've returned to active duty as admin over APFU, since a few days back. And things have been pretty quiet. The biggest worry for me right now concerning that is the growing database. It's big enough that it eats up all the memory when I try to make a backup on it. But I have some plans to work it out. Just have to stop planning and actually do something.
Something else I should do is to update this blog software. Keeps notifying me of new updates being available. Sure I could press the shiny update now button and have it over with. But I'd rather be on the safe side and make a backup before, so that I don't lose every single post since my last back up.
Everything just requires energy, and I'm really lazy currently. I'm both done with school and not done with school. With that last assignment hanging over me. It's not making me feel good.
Something that is making me feel good is that I'm done with my first part of Christmas gift shopping, and that I'm leaving tomorrow ^_^ Lets just see if the trains manage to get me to the destination or if I get stuck in middle of nowhere. I'm not that worried though. Whatever happens, let it happen. I'll figure out a solution to that issue after. I always do.
Talking about leaving, I really should start packing. Like now... I'll do it.. soon. In a minute ;o
I wonder what I should take with me. I had like 20 magazines with me last time I left, I think I read one XD But magazines is a nice way of spending time. So I'll grab a few anyway. And I need to remember to prepare my mobile Internet device, so that I can reach the web on the train.
Oh god, so much to do. I want a butler
Jingle Bells
Christmas is closing in fast. Though it's starting to calm down for me. I still have that irritating assignment to do >_< I'll take a look at it soon. Right now shower and dishes awaits.
Why things are starting to calm down is really because I'm almost done with part one of my gift shopping spree. I'll finish the last tomorrow, and then I'm done for a little while. I have some more to buy once I get back home, but that's future me's problem. If only I could get that assignment out of my way I'd be at peace. In one way, I've almost considered just ignoring the entire assignment and wish for the best. I don't know.
I'm leaving in two days, for those who didn't know. Two days. It doesn't feel like I'm leaving really. It doesn't feel like it's almost Christmas either. Christmas... CHRISTMAS. I don't know.. has that word lost its meaning to me? I no longer get that same feeling for Christmas that I used to get. I wonder if one year from now, I'll still be at the same spot, with the same troubles, with the same lack of Christmas spirit. If there's one thing. One thing, I wish for for 2011.. it's an apartment.
I feel like I'm going crazy really. I'm going crazy living this life I live today. I'm stuck, while still moving forward. Like a part of me is stuck, while the other part is rushing forward.. It's breaking me apart. But no one seems to understand.
I don't want to live like I do. It depresses me. To be away from you. Sometimes I feel like giving up... heck with it
I'd give anything to be with you. Forever.
Friday :o
This morning didn't turn out exactly as planned :o I slept a bit too long so I didn't get to do much before my grandma woke up.
But I've studied some math, I think I have the hang of it. We'll see after the test right. Other than that it's quite a soft day today, in terms of school that is. I just have math and then I'm pretty much done.
In terms of gift shopping it may be a bit more stressful. But it has to be done I guess. I'll figure something out.
So last day of school.. I wish I could feel relief, but I can't. Not yet. Not before I finish and send in that last assignment. IF I finish it, that will say.
This will be a long day
Ahhh, two days
Two days of school left :o Sounds great doesn't it. If I had everything finished that is. I still have one assignment left to do, but what I did was that I split the assignment up into several parts. And finished part 1 today and sent it in. That way he'll have something to grade me on. I'll be amazed if I still manage to get an A in that class, even despite all this. We'll see..
Pretty relaxed day today I think. I'll have math, were we'll practice for the test we'll have tomorrow. And then I have the class where I have that assignment.. I'm pretty nervous about that, I really hate being questioned by the teacher about late assignments >_< Oh well, let him have his best shot.
I need to buy Christmas presents! Just about a week left to Christmas, and for me it's really just until Monday I can buy gifts. Because I'll be leaving on Monday. (Guess where?) So it's starting to get a bit stressing. And it will be awesome to go gift shopping this weekend, especially with this being the last weekend before Christmas, meaning EVERYONE will be shopping then. wohoo
That's why I prefer the Internet for my shopping. I can find a cheaper price, avoid the stress of running around in the store trying to find something, and yeah, I don't have to leave my room to do it. But I have to go to the store, because I don't have a clue what I'm gonna buy. Maybe iPads to everyone? That shouldn't be too expensive... right?
Ah, it will work out. Somehow.
P.S I've updated the Wish-list!
Another morning, another blogpost
Morning fellow.. fellows. I just finished one of my assignments, and sent it in for flaming by my teacher. I'm not too happy about it really. But at least it's something. I wonder if I'll need to do any work in school today really. I know that one of my classes is pretty much just listening. Hell, it's not even a must to attend. But I think I'll go anyway, since it's programming, and there might be something interesting to learn.
The other one of my two classes today is also something I'm not sure about what will happen. Since we basically already got our grades yesterday. But I'll attend like a good boy (or is it because I don't want anyone yelling at me... hmm :L)
Oh yeah, remember to check out my wishlist! Maybe you'll find something you feel you HAVE to give me. Remember that it has to be expensive. ^_^
This is probably one of my later morning posts. I usually write them around 7-7.30, it's closing in on 8am now. I'm leaving in half an hour as well, so I should make myself ready soon.
In 13 days I'll be 18... feels unreal, feels weird... feels awesome
Four more days
Four more days of school. I should manage that... right? If only I didn't have all kinds of crap that needed to be done. Haven't done THAT much this morning really. I woke up, and realized that I might have a test today. So I scrapped my earlier plans of continuing my work from yesterday and instead started reading a lot of text. Not that I feel like I learned something.
The problem is that I don't know if the test was today or tomorrow. But I'll find out ^^
I have some pretty exiting plans on the horizon. More about that later though. Something I did yesterday though (I did pinky-swear after all) is update my wishlist. I don't really expect anything from it, it's more for myself really. So that I can have an overview of the stuff I want.
I don't really have that much to talk about I guess. So I'll leave you to it.
Have a nice day!
SLEEP
Oh my, I really want to go back to sleep O_O Gosh I hate Mondays (and Sundays as well for that matter, since that's the day before Monday). I woke up 5am today, wohoo. Well my alarm woke me up at 5am.. it's not like I wake up just like that at 5am when I could continue sleeping. Oh gosh, sleep. I WANT SLEEP.
Well at least I've done some work this beautiful (it's not really beautiful) morning. That would be awesome.. if the work I've done hadn't been needed to be finished almost two weeks ago. I know, I know. I'm trying to get better with deadlines :L
I wanted to make a quick post before school anyway, to tell that I WILL UPDATE THE WISH-LIST ^_^ I just.. haven't had time yet *cough*. But seriously, I'll do it today when I get home. -pinky swear
Today's not gonna be fun, school stuff.. so much school stuff. At least this is the last week of school! ... maybe I should be sick the rest of the week.. hmm.. oh wait, I didn't say that out loud..
I've actually showered this morning too. 99% of the times I tell myself that I'll shower on the morning instead because I'm too lazy to do it the evening before, I end up not doing it. But I actually managed today. Almost more of an accomplishment than doing school work. Almost.
World of Warcraft! I've played some this weekend, and it's pretty awesome. There's some things I'm a bit disappointed on. But looking at the whole picture it's still quite awesome. I'm leveling a Worgen rogue, Nightelf mage and Human paladin right now. Maybe check out more starting areas later. My main character which still stands solid on level 80 has barely been touched. I'll get to it. Later.
So it's like 11 days left for Christmas Eve. Gosh, I really have to go gift shopping. Money, money, money. Good thing I'm rich aye.. I guess having tons of gold on WoW doesn't make you rich... Dammit.
Hmm, now I'm rambling, which is a sign that I should get outta here.
Take care ya'll!
Swedish test
I'm kinda digging this studying early in the morning routine. Well, I've only done it today and yesterday, but both of these times have went well. Right now it's 7am, I went up about an hour ago, made some tea and sneaked around in order to try and avoid to wake my grandma. I have to leave in about 20 minutes I think, but I figured I can make a quick blog post before.
So yeah, I've been studying a bit. Going to have a Swedish test today, and I'm fairly confident about my abilities to pass. I wont pass with a top grade I guess, but that doesn't really matter. I don't really aim to get that high of a grade in Swedish anyway :L
About my wish-list, I'll be updating it later on today I think. Maybe I should add a cellphone on it, haha. Since I made a a bit of a foolish mistake of dropping my cellphone into the toilet in school yesterday. At least I wasn't afraid of getting my hands dirty so I was able to retrieve it. ^^
If it still works is uncertain. I doubt it though. I might take a closer look at it during the weekend when it's dried up completely. And hopefully the battery wont explode on me XD I love the coincidence that I'm currently reading about Lithium-ion batteries in school, and how they have the tendency to explode if misused, and then this happens.. Oh well, my luck aye ^_^
It's FRIDAY! I'd love to do some gaming this weekend, but I'm not sure if I can get myself to enjoy myself a bit. Argh, I hate how school has that effect on my life. If I have something that needs to be done in school, I can't enjoy myself at home. But I have a hard time doing the school stuff if I don't get to enjoy myself a bit too.. Evil circles. I much more prefer triangles..
I've gone to school with my awesome Cataclysm t-shirt these past two days, and today will be no different! I have quite a nice time goofing around with my classmates and pretending that the t-shirt is more valuable than the holy grail. It sure is sexy though... in a geeky way I guess.
Anyhow, time to go. If I happen to receive a brand new phone in my mail later on this month, I'll be sure to make your time very special. *wink* Yes you, over there! YOU!
omg
Now THAT was scary. I thought I just lost the entire post I posted a minute ago XD I tried to check every place I could think of and was even going to go directly to the database and fool around there to see if I could find any remnants of the post. Then after going through the browser history in a hope to find the link to the page where it should be and hope that the browser cache had saved it, I saw what I had done. XD
The only mistake I had done was not to post the post as a.. post. Instead I had created it as a new page. Well, some copy/pasting later, I have saved my work. That was a relief...
Anyhow, now I'm out.